13.

Transitions are hard.

I flit between emotions like someone’s holding a remote toward me… fast forward, reverse, pause… excitement, impatience, concern.

If I wanted to be dramatic I would say it feels like purgatory. Why does a few days feel like a month already? Ugh.

But maybe, instead of being dramatic, I can just be grateful that I get to experience this beautiful and excruciating and expanding and scary part of life.

I guess my takeaway is not to take any parts of life for granted, even the parts where I think I know where my life is taking me but the stars are taking soooo damn long to align.