Very recently I have had to come to terms with one of my biggest fears becoming reality. When I say come to terms with… I haven’t. It’s impossible to comprehend. Facing it head on is literally the only option and yet, every single day it gets harder.
There’s a cloud bearing down on me, threatening to swallow me whole. Everybody tells me it will be okay, it will get easier... that I am stronger than I realise. But those words mean nothing when you’re watching your whole life changing right before your eyes and there’s not a damn thing you can do about it.
