42/52 : HOW ARE YOU FEELING?

I’m not okay.

It’s a vast difference to the previous how are you feeling prompt, I know.

I’m stressed, anxious, on the verge of depression. I run on minimal sleep. I’ve lost ten kilos. I feel like my life is changing too fast, too soon. My heart is broken.

But please, don’t be worried about me. Because while I’m not okay, I also have the most wonderful support group around me, keeping me afloat.

Every now and then, I find pockets of peace… I hear that little voice telling me that “everything is going to work out just fine.” And I latch on to those thoughts.

So, no, I’m not okay. But I will be.